Why is it a good thing?
Feeling emotionally tired in a relationship is just the beginning of a new way to be in the world. That’s my experience and let me tell you more about it. I learned so much by being around difficult people. Toxic relationship I kept trying to remove myself from have been my greatest source of healing and wisdom. It’s ridiculously hard, almost to the point of exhaustion and you feel so sad and angry that you think there is no way this could be your path. That is not for you to decide, only your spirit knows what is best for your enlightenment journey.
You’ve heard this before but let me make it personal. You are not doing anything wrong, it’s all crash course where you will learn what you truly want to know. You have a question within you, a burning quest. Be honest, what do you actually want in this life…truth or peace? You want to just be comfy and have an easy stroll trough life or do you actually want to burn with great passion and uncover incredible truths about yourself and your universe ? You always wanted to know things. Well here you are in the perfect place to study life.
We do not have the clarity but if we would be super wise we would realize that each heart connection has a main theme and many sub themes. You are exploring a pattern, a way of living and you are doing amazing. Now this isn’t suppose to be torture but we’re just not used to access the right tools that would make the exploration easier.
Have Faith
Be open to the inspiration that naturally will find you when you are dealing with darkness. That’s the part that is rarely acknowledged, that being in difficult places leads to great moments of clarity. Wisdom permeates your daily chaos and as time passes, you lose power, you lose comfort, you lose many many things in the fire but you gain answers to your truest questions.
Why am I here ? What is my path? What is healing? What is true power ? As you go along, these questions become alive in you and your whole life is now the answer. You walk your path, live your day and you add to the knowledge and I am sure anyone can confirm that struggle equals wisdom.
Be honest, do you crave knowledge? Have you always been a curious kid always looking to understand how things work? Well this is your open book. It doesn’t feel this way when you are burning in the whole spectrum of your emotions, but in the short times when it cools down, you sure feel clear, you sure feel like you are connected to something bigger than your life. Whatever is experienced and its whole intensity, I am sure you have moments of detachment where it feels like it’s a play that you just can’t look away from.
You’ve got this!
What is the solution? There is none.
Why do you even want one? Why not go as deep as you can into all this madness?
Because it’s painful? You’re stronger than that. Go on…find your light in all this darkness. We all need your light and that way in which only you can love.
May all the Angels be close to you when you feel you need them most. Close your eyes and feel the love flowing all around you. Your love is the greatest power. You are the most wonderful curious child, go and fight your dragons and win this.
Much love!
G
