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9 of Wands Love Reading – A new beginning

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A new chapter

9 of wands

9 of wands love reading is a tough but beautiful answer to receive. Get yourself some tea and let’s talk about how magical the place you are in is. Be brave and proud, light is coming in to heal you, open up and feel the love of Angels all around you, you’ve been fighting off some demons and now it’s time to rest, catch a breath and move on to the next chapter, maybe peaceful maybe more feisty, that’s up to you. What are you in the mood for? You want calm and sweetness or do you want to explore more contrast and heal even deeper wounds?

You are receiving more clarity as you stand here. It’s a good place to look for signs, guidance, maybe talking to someone about it, journaling to make sure that the next step you take will lead you to a greater space of healing and new beginnings.

Focus on yourself and your own heart, don’t wait for someone else to help you heal, start your healing journey and take good care of your energy and whoever will be divinely inspired to help you on the path will do so. Trust the divine forces to assist you while you get back into balance.

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Modern Way Tarot Deck

Don’t look back in anger

It was good for you, it made you kinder and softer and more generous. Maybe forgiveness is not on the menu today, maybe that’s too much for you now. But what you really regret here is that you let yourself go. Being so focused on someone else and wanting to take care of the relationship, you got distracted from your truths, from your needs, from your inspiration.

You put your heart aside , hoping that it will all pay off in the end. It doesn’t work like that, you can’t hope that someone else will save you from your darkness, they are dealing with their own.
We each all have to take care of our own struggles, as hard as it may sound, you can do this.

You are disappointed but not truly by the other person, you saw yourself becoming a version of yourself that you are not very proud of. Do things that make you feel proud again, do things that make you feel alive and happy.
Get some discipline going , move your body and resurrect all that joy for life that you have in you.

If you truly shine and you’re good with yourself, you will naturally attract love and good things and the situation from your past that makes you sad today will just be  your moment of change, your motivation that made you stronger and wiser and a good person.

Try invoking the goddess of compassion Quan Yin to assist you on your healing journey. You need a higher power to guide you. We’re never by ourselves on our healing journey. Connect to the Divine Feminine to gain strength and clarity. Ask any Goddess that you feel close to, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Brigit for help and light. Pray a lot and meditate and you will feel better and get stronger by the day.

I wrote an article about Kuan Yin that is all about the healing and light she brings when you most need it. Scroll down and it will be there.

 

Quan Yin, also spelled Guanyin or Kuan Yin, is a bodhisattva in East Asian Buddhism, particularly revered in Chinese Buddhism. A beautiful painting of the goddess

Here’s to new beginnings! Go for a walk, look at nature outside and you will receive some new inspiration about this, I promise. Have faith, you deserve to be loved and to love. May all the angels walk with you as grow and become new.

Much Love!

G

 

Emotionally tired in a relationship – Why being in hard places is a good thing

a bunny who seems very loving and kind evoking happiness and harmony . he seems in love and happy to see you

Why is it a good thing?

Feeling emotionally tired in a relationship is just the beginning of a new way to be in the world. That’s my experience and let me tell you more about it. I learned so much by being around difficult people. Toxic relationship I kept trying to remove myself from have been my greatest source of healing and wisdom. It’s ridiculously hard, almost to the point of exhaustion and you feel so sad and angry that you think there is no way this could be your path. That is not for you to decide, only your spirit knows what is best for your enlightenment journey.

You’ve heard this before but let me make it personal. You are not doing anything wrong, it’s all crash course where you will learn what you truly want to know. You have a question within you, a burning quest. Be honest, what do you actually want in this life…truth or peace?  You want to just be comfy and have an easy stroll trough life or do you actually want to burn with great passion and uncover incredible truths about yourself and your universe ? You always wanted to know things. Well here you are in the perfect place to study life.

We do not have the clarity but if we would be super wise we would realize that each heart connection has a main theme and many sub themes. You are exploring a pattern, a way of living and you are doing amazing. Now this isn’t suppose to be torture but we’re just not used to access the right tools that would make the exploration easier.

Have Faith

Be open to the inspiration that naturally will find you when you are dealing with darkness. That’s the part that is rarely acknowledged, that being in difficult places leads to great moments of clarity. Wisdom permeates your daily chaos and as time passes, you lose power, you lose comfort, you lose many many things in the fire but you gain answers to your truest questions.

Why am I here ? What is my path? What is healing? What is true power ? As you go along, these questions become alive in you and your whole life is now the answer. You walk your path, live your day and you add to the knowledge and I am sure anyone can confirm that struggle equals wisdom.

Be honest, do you crave knowledge? Have you always been a curious kid always looking to understand how things work? Well this is your open book. It doesn’t feel this way when you are burning in the whole spectrum of your emotions, but in the short times when it cools down, you sure feel clear, you sure feel like you are connected to something bigger than your life. Whatever is experienced and its whole intensity, I am sure you have moments of detachment where it feels like it’s a play that you just can’t look away from.

You’ve got this!

What is the solution? There is none.

Why do you even want one? Why not go as deep as you can into all this madness?

Because it’s painful? You’re stronger than that. Go on…find your light in all this darkness. We all need your light and that way in which only you can love.

May all the Angels be close to you when you feel you need them most. Close your eyes and feel the love flowing all around you. Your love is the greatest power. You are the most wonderful curious child, go and fight your dragons and win this.

Much love!

G