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9 of Wands Love Reading – A new beginning

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A new chapter

9 of wands

9 of wands love reading is a tough but beautiful answer to receive. Get yourself some tea and let’s talk about how magical the place you are in is. Be brave and proud, light is coming in to heal you, open up and feel the love of Angels all around you, you’ve been fighting off some demons and now it’s time to rest, catch a breath and move on to the next chapter, maybe peaceful maybe more feisty, that’s up to you. What are you in the mood for? You want calm and sweetness or do you want to explore more contrast and heal even deeper wounds?

You are receiving more clarity as you stand here. It’s a good place to look for signs, guidance, maybe talking to someone about it, journaling to make sure that the next step you take will lead you to a greater space of healing and new beginnings.

Focus on yourself and your own heart, don’t wait for someone else to help you heal, start your healing journey and take good care of your energy and whoever will be divinely inspired to help you on the path will do so. Trust the divine forces to assist you while you get back into balance.

9 of wands tarot modern way deck. love
Modern Way Tarot Deck

Don’t look back in anger

It was good for you, it made you kinder and softer and more generous. Maybe forgiveness is not on the menu today, maybe that’s too much for you now. But what you really regret here is that you let yourself go. Being so focused on someone else and wanting to take care of the relationship, you got distracted from your truths, from your needs, from your inspiration.

You put your heart aside , hoping that it will all pay off in the end. It doesn’t work like that, you can’t hope that someone else will save you from your darkness, they are dealing with their own.
We each all have to take care of our own struggles, as hard as it may sound, you can do this.

You are disappointed but not truly by the other person, you saw yourself becoming a version of yourself that you are not very proud of. Do things that make you feel proud again, do things that make you feel alive and happy.
Get some discipline going , move your body and resurrect all that joy for life that you have in you.

If you truly shine and you’re good with yourself, you will naturally attract love and good things and the situation from your past that makes you sad today will just be  your moment of change, your motivation that made you stronger and wiser and a good person.

Try invoking the goddess of compassion Quan Yin to assist you on your healing journey. You need a higher power to guide you. We’re never by ourselves on our healing journey. Connect to the Divine Feminine to gain strength and clarity. Ask any Goddess that you feel close to, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Brigit for help and light. Pray a lot and meditate and you will feel better and get stronger by the day.

I wrote an article about Kuan Yin that is all about the healing and light she brings when you most need it. Scroll down and it will be there.

 

Quan Yin, also spelled Guanyin or Kuan Yin, is a bodhisattva in East Asian Buddhism, particularly revered in Chinese Buddhism. A beautiful painting of the goddess

Here’s to new beginnings! Go for a walk, look at nature outside and you will receive some new inspiration about this, I promise. Have faith, you deserve to be loved and to love. May all the angels walk with you as grow and become new.

Much Love!

G

 

The Purple Bird

purple abstract circle mandala

The purple loving bird

Rests its head on my heart

Its wings are kindly

Embracing my being 

And I feel strong

And I feel mystically

Included in its bright

Purple loving light

It flew over mountains

It flew under stars

It was eager to find me

And now we are here

Me embracing the moment

With all my joy and heart

The sweet bird of peace

It came just to tell me

I have nothing to fear

And speaking my truth 

Is worth it

I sit here in tears

I feel it all coming

Into one single piece

And my chest is burning

What have I ever done

To be so clearly loved by

A purple spirit of the world

That appeared 

In the form of a small happy

Golden beak

Tiny feet

Soft feathers

Angel Bird

Red and Pink

an art illustration for a poem. An abstract red circle with pink pastel squares.

The medicine woman drowned my sorrow into

The wild waves. She threw some salt around me

And eagles were soaring around the blue mountain

As she was singing a healing song

It was quiet and gentle and I felt I could melt

Into the ground beneath me , the joy was falling

From all 4 corners of my chest.

I reached out my hand and I received

A simple colorful stone. It was red with shades of pink

It felt cold but it burned a hole trough my hand

Fell to the ground and became big like a cave

I entered the dark red path that opened 

And inside I was feeling wild like a storm

I was raging while going deep inside this red hot

Pink shades corridor.

 I was deeply surrounded, why did I even said yes

When this medicine woman offered me her hand

I hear her singing gently as I walk my steps

Her heart is speaking to me she asks if I want to keep going

And of course I say yes.

Keep walking, keep going deep into the redness of the cave.

The center seems near and I enter a black room with curtains

A simple beautiful candle lights the whole room

It seems like it’s been burning forever, I go straight to it

And it turns to a flame embracing me 

The light fills the whole space, there’s nothing

But light and me.

I hear a whisper asking me softly.

Do you want to keep going?

By this point I am mad so of course I say I do. 

Light turns to rainbows, I lose myself fully

In all the shades of green purple yellows

I have nothing to say but laughter flows out of me

And my feet are dancing and my hands are free

There’s nothing more I could wish for

And in my greatest moment of ecstasy 

I return in my body, back to the earth near the blue mountain

The old medicine woman looks strangely exactly like me.

About You

An abstract digital painting of two red circles on a pink background as a visual for a poem

My poem is unspoken

It’s made of morning dew

Melting slowly when the

Temperature rises

I don’t have to explain

Water dynamics to you

But if you come across it

If you ever read a word

Forget all about it

It’s not by me, it’s not for you

No one has ever said a thing

I haven’t heard a single drop

I haven’t felt anything yet

About you

Then what am I even doing

Why am I even writing

When there’s no one here

To read

I am not writing, you’re just dreaming

It’s time to wake up and

Forget everything

When the temperature is rising

I don’t have to explain

How to start over new